Anger

Anger

i swear to god i have the worst anger management ever. The slightest thing will tick me off if i'm mad or not having a good day. Like today at home, it was a fend for yourself night to eat. My mother asks my dad to go pick her up some taco bell and of course he does. I ask for some because i have no idea what i want to eat but i know i like taco bell. She says no your brother and sister didn't have any why should you what are you special? And i'm just like no i just want taco bell. But by this time i'm raging because i hate when people do that it gets under my skin so bad you have no idea. I really wanted to scream so bad. So later after watching the big bang theory i calmed down and wasn't as mad, but i refused to eat because i have the urge to rebel.Then when my mum was tucking in my brother i sorta aggravate him by getting in his face, and then he has the nerve to pop me in my noes. Oh heck no, my fist instantly balled up and i wanted to punch him in his face so bad ugh it hurt. But like the good girl i am i just walked away and tried to calm, and then when i told my mom she was just like what did you do to him, and i'm like what freaking all i did was get in face a little. I didn't touch him, i didn't even hurt and i'm the one that gets in trouble are freaking kidding me. I take back what i said before i do have good anger management being able not to strangle everyone in this freaking house. I know i sound like the typical teenager but this is way worse than i it would be, when watched movies of teens i never thought of hoe mad they got i just thought they were bratty. But i get i totally get you just wanna smack them in their face so hard. Well i'm going to stop ranting and raving now good bye.

Death note characters

Death Note Characters

Lets get one thing straight i love kira/light to death but if i had to chose between light and L of who got to live, i would probably kill myself. They both pull me in in their own ways it's mesmerizing. Like how light does that little smile it's so cute, but L when he sits down and talks all detective he looks so cute. And when light starts laughing like a maniac call me insane but that is so totally cute to me(i know i'm weird), and the way L eats his food like biting off the banana peel or squeezes his graham crackers. They are both absolutely adorable. You know one person who you would think i adore but he actually gets on my nerves but at the same time i like him, if you guessed Near then you were right. Lets talk about him for a minute. He looks as though he is only about what 8 or 9 possibly 10? And he is super cute the way he curls his littles ringlets of hair. But at the same time i don't like him i guess because he sorta replaced L. I know he is L's successor but to me there is no successor to him. He is a one of kind like Light. If he had came off saying that no he wasn't L's successor because that would imply replacement. I would probably like him a lot more. Now let's talk about misa. Oh misa misa. Well i'm just going to say what we're all thinking. She is freaking crazy!! I mean she tracks down this kira that could be an old creepy pedo for all she knows then when she finds him she falls instantly in love with him and never falls out. I mean we all know she killed herself when light died. Don't get me wrong she is pretty and sweet and would do anything for light, but common misa couldn't you be a little independent you're making us look bad. Well those are really the only characters i have anything to say about, besides ruyak no idea how to spell it, he is funny and pretty cool from what i could tell, i liked the fact that he didn't side with Light or L, he just sat back and enjoyed the show. Well that's all for now folks

Hungry:(

Hungry

Well i'm back from the hole. Ugh finally i can snug into my new blanket i made in home ec. It's one of the few advantages about school, making things, talking to friends, eating lunch. Now to get on my laptop and blog for a bit. Then i shall watch new rage gaming videos. If you know who that is you get 2 only up, if not go search him he his hilarious and British  His best are the minecraft quick builds, i also like his waling dead ones. Lets face it British people are absolutely amazing. Their voice is so mesmerizing  i swear if i was British i would never ever shut up. God my legs were killing me today in class. I felt as though i were having growing pains, which seems odd since i'm in 8th grade. I thought i would have stopped growing by now. Hmmm i wonder when you stop growing. I know it varies for boys and girls, but you can't really have an accurate time to when you stop growing because you technically you never do if you account mentally and physically. Well I'm going to go, bout to go watch some rage gaming videos, seriously check him out. 

School

School

Ugh, the thing that drives me out of bed every morning, causes me to stress over grades, who's popular and who's not. God school is so.... well i don't even have a word for it. In elementary school its OK  no one is looked as popular or not popular, you were all equals, except the kid  who sat in the corner eating hid buggers for lunch. But by the time you reach middle school it starts. The popularity contest. Everyone wants to get in with the cool crowd. Because now determines how it is in high school. But this very thing that I'm complaining about is what makes school interesting. Without it school would just be school. So I guess i can't complain. Well i gotta go my mom's up, off to school I go.

First Blog

First Blog

Well I've finally done it I've created my first blog. Yippee ill be able to spill my guts out on here because i cant to anyone because I'm to scared to talk to anyone about how i feel, and why would i want to? It all seems so much more private on here even though i know it's most definitely not. The whole world could this if they wanted to, but why would they? I would never reveal my identity  on here, I've seen way to many bad movies go down like that. No one is going to see this anyway because I'm going to tell anyone. It's my digital diary that more than likely no one will see. But even if they do it won't matter nothing to juicy and revealing is going on here. This is just to vent out my feelings so i don't feel as though I'm about to implode.