Anger

Anger

i swear to god i have the worst anger management ever. The slightest thing will tick me off if i'm mad or not having a good day. Like today at home, it was a fend for yourself night to eat. My mother asks my dad to go pick her up some taco bell and of course he does. I ask for some because i have no idea what i want to eat but i know i like taco bell. She says no your brother and sister didn't have any why should you what are you special? And i'm just like no i just want taco bell. But by this time i'm raging because i hate when people do that it gets under my skin so bad you have no idea. I really wanted to scream so bad. So later after watching the big bang theory i calmed down and wasn't as mad, but i refused to eat because i have the urge to rebel.Then when my mum was tucking in my brother i sorta aggravate him by getting in his face, and then he has the nerve to pop me in my noes. Oh heck no, my fist instantly balled up and i wanted to punch him in his face so bad ugh it hurt. But like the good girl i am i just walked away and tried to calm, and then when i told my mom she was just like what did you do to him, and i'm like what freaking all i did was get in face a little. I didn't touch him, i didn't even hurt and i'm the one that gets in trouble are freaking kidding me. I take back what i said before i do have good anger management being able not to strangle everyone in this freaking house. I know i sound like the typical teenager but this is way worse than i it would be, when watched movies of teens i never thought of hoe mad they got i just thought they were bratty. But i get i totally get you just wanna smack them in their face so hard. Well i'm going to stop ranting and raving now good bye.